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Emily and Kimi

KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:32, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

Kimi came out smiling, though it was very clear that she'd been trying not too long ago. "Hi, thanks for waiting," she said to Emily.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:36, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"All right. Both me and the baby are okay, and she gave me some medicine to stop me being sick so much," she said with a smile that grew to a grin, "Aaand, I found out the gender."



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:39, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"Mhm," she giggled, clearly excited. She pulled Emily into a hug, "And she showed me a scan and everything, she's so pretty and innocent-looking."



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:42, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

She nodded, but her laugh was a little weak and nervous. "Yeah, but it's kind of more...scary, I guess. It's exciting too though. I can't wait to meet her, I just hope that I'm...that I can do it all," she said, pulling away from the hug and looking down at her bump.


KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:48, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

She took a deep breathe and nodded, "Yeah, you're right. Thank you. It'll be okay when she gets here, everything will just fit into place," she said, trying to convince herself more than Emily.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:53, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"That does sound like fun, I'd kind of forgotten about that, among all the other bits I've been thinking about. When do you think would be a good time?" she asked.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 14:58, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

She nodded, "I'll try to sort some invites out. I guess I ought to be telling my boss at work about the baby sometime soon...I can't keep wearing baggy tops and hoping he doesn't notice," she laughed slightly.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:02, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"Me neither to be honest, but I'll try writing up a guest-list and thinking about other bits," she said, suddenly not wanting to talk about work. She was afraid that they wouldn't give her maternity leave and she'd simply lose her job, hence why she'd put it off for so long.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:07, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"Yeah, it's fine," she said, brushing it off. "It's just...when I try to tell myself that it's all going to be okay then I feel like I'm setting myself up for failure. But when I don't I feel...you know," she said, not really wanting to say those things outloud.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:17, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

Her eyes widened with excitement, "Go on," she said with a grin.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:25, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

Kimi was speechless and tears -mainly of joy- formed in her eyes. She hugged her friend again and said, "Thank you for telling me that." It genuienly meant a lot to her, to know that someone she idolized also felt sick and scared at things she was brilliant at.



KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:29, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

She smiled, "That sounds nice. I'll pay half though, you don't need to keep treating me just because I'm pregnant," she said, picking up her bag and things to head out.


KimiFormal

Kimi November ☆ Hufflepuff Grad ☆ Depressed + Recovering Alcoholic ☆ Waitress
-"I've got to the point where I just can't keep smiling and pretending it's okay anymore."
 15:33, January 7, 2016 (UTC)

"Wherever we find first, I'm starving," she laughed, still really touched by what Emily had said. They headed out together to get something to eat.